Dreams In A Jar

Fires and Cones and Police Cars

Fri, 12 Mar 2004 08:02:01 PST

well hmm so i had to work last night and after i got of fi went home and showered and then everyone was havign a party at a hotel and i said no we should have it somewhere else it will get busted but no one listened to me. well i went to britneys and we found out the hotel manager told them to leave or hed call the cops. all i could say was "i told you so!" well then britney and i went to pick up tara and hillary and we went to walmart and the mall and chilled this is liek form 11-12!! well then we were gonna go to the grave yard but it was closed and then there was a fire and this cop nearly ran over us even though it had four other lanes to chose from and we had like no where to go to get out of its way except to hop the curb!! it was crazy. well then we saw a bunch of cones on like some road work and so i stopped and brittany jumped out and grabbed it and stuck it in my trunk. tightness!! well then we all went to Hilary's and talked and laughed till 2am then we all crashed in hilarys bed. it was so freakin crowded. well brit and i left aroudn 7 and i took her home and after the pary got busted they all went to justins to drink but brit and i didnt go bc we just didnt feel like it anymore. well after i dropped brit off i still had time to kill so i went to justins and justin diaz, justin moreno, jennifer mcguffey, josh quinney, nathan gongorio, and tyler bintenbidner were all sleepin in the living room. well i told justin to move over and i laid down and feel asleep between justin and nathan. we got woken up by justins phone bc julio called bc he cant find his glasses and something else he thought he left at the hotel. well i fell asleep again and woke up and didnt know where i was and freaked out then fell asleep. well i went home around 10 and stopped at ambers but forgot she had school today so i talked ot her mom then went home to clean house. well then Geeg (my grnadma) brought me a chocolate milkshake and stuff and now im online and i took a shower and i have to go to work. well im out y'all

Sleeping In A Fridge

Wed, 10 Mar 2004 15:46:08 PST

Que Pasa y'all!!
well after school i went home to eat and change clothes before heading to work. i was sooooooo tired and it was really hot at work so i went in the refrigerator bc we have one of those walk in type and i sat down and leaned my head against the walll and dozed off. it felt so nice. it only lasted about five minutes though bc joanna opened the door bc i had been in there so long she got freaked out. well i got off work at nine and went home and ate and watched Kingdom Hospital and took a shower and talked to brittany and we discussed plans for tomorrow. we both have to work but we are all tryin to find some place to have a party to morrow night. who knows. well then i went and blow dired and straightened my hair. it smells so nice. i used my sisters Dove shampoo and conditioner. gosh i am sooooo tired. i ams oooo gald tomorrow is the last day till spring break. i didnt have to work tomorrow but i looked at the schedule today and now im working tomorrow. o well just means a bigger pay check. i realize i have met a lot of new people the past week. it's tight. ive been reallly happy but extremely tired. probally bc i get home from work around nine then eat and have to do stuff around the house and then shower and stuff and by then it is eleven or later and no matter what i just cant get in bed at a decent hour. ughh!!! well peace out y'all i have a date with mr sandman!!

Toothless Smile

Wed, 10 Mar 2004 04:42:42 PST

OK hey!!! got up late because i was so freakin tired and got to school like at 8:15. well i did my math homework in first period and then went and sat in my car and listened to music untl the bell rang then i went to art. my project is lookin pretty cool. well i said hey to dustin after class and then caught up with britney. she handed me a pink bracelet and was liek her ei got you this i thought it screamed "i am rachel" lol she was right. well spanish we did not do much of anythign and in IPC we did a review and i got done so now im just chillin in the library. im hungry!! i didnt eat lunch!!! sad day!!!! well i guess i dont really have much of anythingn to say. im sleepy and kina just spacey lol. well im off to surf the web or some other form of occupying my time. peace out y'all!!!

Deep Thoughts

Tue, 09 Mar 2004 12:58:12 PST

At first I thought, if I were Superman, a perfect secret identity would be "Clark Kent, Dentist," because you could save money on tooth X-rays. But then I thought, if a patient said, "How's my back tooth?" and you just looked at it with your X-ray vision and said, "Oh it's okay," then the patient would probably say, "Aren't you going to take an X-ray, stupid?" and you'd say, "Aw fuck you, get outta here," and then he probably wouldn't even pay his bill.

Fear can sometimes be a useful emotion. For instance, let's say you're an astronaught on the moon and you fear that your partner has been turned into Dracula. The next time he goes out for the moon pieces, wham!, you just slam the door behind him and blast off. He might call you on the radio and say he's not Dracula, but you just say, "Think again, bat man."

Too bad you can't buy a voodoo globe so that you could make the earth spin real fast and freak everybody out.

I bet the main reason the police keep people away from a plane crash is they don't want anybody walking in and lying down in the crash stuff, then, when somebody comes up, act like they just woke up and go, "What was THAT?!"

Ambition is like a frog sitting on a Venus Flytrap. The flytrap can bite and bite, but it won't bother the frog because it only has little tiny plant teeth. But some other stuff could happen and it could be like ambition.

What is it that makes a complete stranger dive into an icy river to save a solid gold baby? Maybe we'll never know.

We tend to scoff at the beliefs of the ancients. But we can't scoff at them personally, to their faces, and this is what annoys me.

Probably the earliest flyswatters were nothing more than some sort of striking surface attached to the end of a long stick.

As I bit into the nectarine, it had a crisp juiciness about it that was very pleasurable - until I realized it wasn't a nectarine at all, but A HUMAN HEAD!!

Most people don't realize that large pieces of coral, which have been painted brown and attached to the skull by common wood screws, can make a child look like a deer.

scrambled to the top of the precipice where Nick was waiting. "That was fun," I said. "You bet it was," said Nick. "Let's climb higher." "No," I said. "I think we should be heading back now." "We have time," Nick insisted. I said we didn't, and Nick said we did. We argued back and forth like that for about 20 minutes, then finally decided to head back. I didn't say it was an interesting story.

I remember that one fateful day when Coach took me aside. I knew what was coming. "You don't have to tell me," I said. "I'm off the team, aren't I?" "Well," said Coach, "you never were really ON the team. You made that uniform you're wearing out of rags and towels, and your helmet is a toy space helmet. You show up at practice and then either steal the ball and make us chase you to get it back, or you try to tackle people at inappropriate times." It was all true what he was saying. And yet, I thought something is brewing inside the head of this Coach. He sees something in me, some kind of raw talent that he can mold. But that's when I felt the handcuffs go on.

If I ever opened a trampoline store, I don't think I'd call it Trampo-Land, because you might think it was a store for tramps, which is not the inpression we are trying to convey with our store. On the other hand, we would not prohibit tramps from browsing, or testing the trampolines, unless a tramp's gyrations seemed to be getting out of control.

I can still recall old Mister Barnslow getting out every morning and nailing a fresh load of tadpoles to the old board of his. Then he'd spin it round and round, like a wheel of fortune, and no matter where it stopped he'd yell out, "Tadpoles! Tadpoles is a winner!" We all thought he was crazy. But then we had some growing up to do.

Anytime I see something screech across a room and latch onto someones neck, and the guy screams and tries to get it off, I have to laugh, because what is that thing.

Whenever I see an old lady slip and fall on a wet sidewalk, my first instinct is to laugh. But then I think, what is I was an ant, and she fell on me. Then it wouldn't seem quite so funny.

If you go parachuting, and your parachute doesn't open, and you friends are all watching you fall, I think a funny gag would be to pretend you were swimming.

When I was a kid my favorite relative was Uncle Caveman. After school we'd all go play in his cave, and every once in a while he would eat one of us. It wasn't until later that I found out that Uncle Caveman was a bear.

If you're robbing a bank and you're pants fall down, I think it's okay to laugh and to let the hostages laugh too, because, come on, life is funny.

Even though I was their captive, the Indians allowed me quite a bit of freedom. I could walk freely, make my own meals, and even hurl large rocks at their heads. It was only later that I discovered that they were not Indians at all but only dirty-clothes hampers.

I wish outer space guys would conquer the Earth and make people their pets, because I'd like to have one of those little beds with my name on it.

It's true that every time you hear a bell, an angel gets its wings. But what they don't tell you is that every time you hear a mouse trap snap, and Angel gets set on fire.

guess I kinda lost control, because in the middle of the play I ran up and lit the evil puppet villain on fire. No, I didn't. Just kidding. I just said that to help illustrate one of the human emotions, which is freaking out. Another emotion is greed, as when you kill someone for money, or something like that. Another emotion is generosity, as when you pay someone double what he paid for his stupid puppet.

Circles Can Look Like Squares

Tue, 09 Mar 2004 12:18:37 PST

Well hmmmmm the day went well. i was sleepy and slept a lot. i didnt have to work tod ay. woohoo. in english we had a sub and macey and is at in the hall the whole time and talked. well after school i went to mcdonalds and got a mcchicken sandwich and picked micah up from school. then she and i went to this counselor lady and she was really tight. we just talked about stuff and she told us we were really mature and stuff. it is good to talk to someone and stuff and hopefully it will help a lot with the stuff at hoem and help avoid so much conflict. well then i was like below E on gas so we went to go get gas and like we are like 400 or less meters from the gas station and i ran out of gas and im like shit what if i dont make it bu twe coasted all the way to the pump and then i started laughing bc we were so freakin close to almost being stranded but we were close to the gas station and it all worked out ok. well then we went home and chilled and i took a shower and started reading the journal of Nirvana's Kurt Cobain that micah borrowed from mar. my mommy made a yummy pizza nd i ate it and i watched NCIS and now im talkin to my hommies. well i have to work tomorrow. im going to try and go to sleep early tonight. peace out y'all!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUSTIN!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG!!!

Tue, 09 Mar 2004 02:20:27 PST

So i didnt get a chance to straighten my hair so i did it in 1st period. well ya the weirdes thing happened after first period. i am in the student center and olivia comes up to me and is all like im sorry i dotn have anything against you and maybe if mark would quit spreading yalls business to tessa then thered be no problems and actually she is right. he told tessa shit was just didnt need to be said and so ya olivia and i talked and i said i had no problem with either her or tessa and stuff well i dont know if she was being sincere but i think she was so im just happy to have that cleared up. well we are doing a keith haring project in art. we are suppose to use his style to represent a social issue. well i finished my sketch and got on the comp and i happened to check marks blog and it was a bunch of BS!! he is all sayin how the reason he came was bc he thought we were driving drunka nd shit which is so freakin gay bc we werent and the only excuse he has for saying that is bc he kept calling us and he called when we got to walmart and britney was annoyed and so was i and she was all like o ya mark we are drunk and rachel is driving but she said it with dripping sarcams and there is no way even an idiot would have thought she was serious so that is a bunch of BS mark!!

Floating On A Flying Carpet

Mon, 08 Mar 2004 15:44:19 PST

Ok so the gay computer didn't post my whole long entry about me weekend so i have to go redo it.........ug!! i guess i will start with friday after school.....well i forgot tennis shoes for work so i had to wear my three inch heels. ug and we were busy too. well i got off work an hour late too. o and mark came in and handed me a note and left. im like what the heck so i only had time to look at it for a second and all i saw was "im still in love with you" iwas just like o shit. well i got off work and went home and took a shower and changed clothes and then went to wendys to pick britney up from work. well then we went to her house and dropped off my bag and and called my madre. well then we went over to tonys and chilled with julio and nathan and tony and some other dude and they had freakin moonshine and it was strong and they had this other stuff that was yummy!! well then we went to walmart and were in line returning britneys straightner and we saw these guys and britney is like o cowboys are hot and they asked us if we wanted to go to a party but we said we already had plans then they asked for our number. well then we decided to go get a fish and we named it friday. we saw the hot substittute and stopped and were talking to him and he was so hittin on us and gave us hugs. and chase kept callin us and we were talkin to him then he called to warn us mark and johnny were trying to find us and we are like f that so we left and then called matt and he was going to brandons so we went to meet him at starbucks and then mark and johnny called are like if you dont let us see u we will call your mom and im like what the heck. ya know we wanted a night away from them to just chill and have fun and then they have to go make us see them. well they got there and britney and i are really upset and shit and mark is like forcing me to talk to him and it was really upsetting me ok if someone doesnt want to see you then forcing them to is just going to make them more upset so britney and i were both upset and shit and it is like 12am and we are all yellin in the starbucks parkin lot well then we try and leave and they freakin follow us so we went to pick up nathan and meet matt and robert at 7 11 and they still followed us and shit and they followed us all the way to brandons but britney got out and is like we are NOT takin this drama to someone elses house and i told her to get in the car bc mark wasnt in the car and i knew johnny wouldnt leave him so we hauled ass and got to brandons and he has a gate and they didnt know the code so we were safe. well we went inside and said hey to everyone it was brandon, nathan, brit, me, matt, robert, dustin (not carpenter),and we chilled and had some kicka ss pina coladas and then nathan and britney and i went to wendys to get food for everyone and we brought it back then took nathan home and we headed home and put our fishyy in his home and relfected on how psycho our x's our and how we should have just gone with the cowboys lol. well so we woke up around eleven thirty and got dressed and i dropped britney off at work and went home for some major spring cleaning but our room smells all good now. well so around 6 micah and michelle and i went to go get ice cream and say hey to matt bc he works there and we just chilled and shit and matt called ben and was all like ya rachel has a thing for you and im like dude matt stop and ben and dustin wanted to go chilll but we went to walmart instead and micah got a fish and named it saturday and michelle got some little shrimp. well then we went to take one and rented this weird ass movie called May and we went home and put the fish in his home and we didnt like the shrimp so we put them in some wine and they still didnt die so i put some oil in a skillet and fried those biatches! well then we watched the movie and i took michelle home around eleven thirty and then went to return the movie and i saw matt in the parkin lot and asked if he was going to brandons bc i wanted to see ben but he wasnt so i went home and fell asleep. well sunday we got up andmy mom and micah and i were going to go to church but we had the wrong time so we didnt want to go late so we went to Ross and got some cute shirts and went to petco and looked at the cutsie wootsie guniea pigs. hehe. well then i went and got my car cleaned at aladdin car wash and it smells like pina coladas and then i went with micah to mcdonalds and we ate and then we went to walmart and the mall to chill and scope out hot guys lol. i saw tracey and jacob at the mall and said hey to them. then we were tired so we drug our butts home to chill. well matt called and said he was at roberts and they were bar b qing if i wanted to come over. so i went over there around 6 and chilled and ate chicken and had a nasty ass beer and a shot and a slammer it was like tonic water and tequila it is tight u like slam it down and it fizzes but u have to drink it right when u slam it down. well i went home around 8 and took a shower and did my hair and matt called and said he and robert had a suprise they had gone to HEB and got these tight ass rings that blink but mine broke. we were suppose to wear them to school today. o well. well then i went and straightened my hair and went to go type all this but obviously it didnt post bc i am having to type it again. well anyway eric made me laugh by tellin me he got his cat high and that he was walkin by my house sat night and heard chics screamin and i thought that was hilarious bc it was when we were messin with the shrimp and they jumped out of the strainer and were floppin all over the floor and we were all screamin our lungs out lol. well ya i had a pretty good weekend other than psycho x boyfriends that force you to see them when you dont want to and shit and make you so upset you punch and hit them and shit, but i have had a great past week. i really am liking being single. i have met so many more ppl and stuff and i just feel more free and like me. o and a huge thank you to chase for being a sweetheart friday night. he kept callin britney and i bc he was worried about us bc we were so upset about mark and johnny and he was like i wish i could do something and well then he even called them and told them to leave us alone but he was a sweetheart. but anyway im off to bed bc im tired. peace out y'all.
ps- i know you didnt want me to use your name or put that in here but you chose to act how you acted and you need to face that those were you actions it happened ok and i WILL write about it.

Suga Suga How You Get So Fly

Mon, 08 Mar 2004 14:01:19 PST

Hey Y'all!!!!
What is up? well today was a great day. well i realized on the way to school that i completely fogot to write an essay for english but i did it in first period and it actually isn't too bad. well all my classes were pretty easy, as usual. i took a nice nap in IPC and stuff. well hmmm after school talked to britney and matt and then went to see if i had to work. then i went to mcdonals and ate a mcchicken sandwich and then went to starbucks. it was so gorgeous outside!!!!! well work was good. i worked with micah and joanna tonight. came home and ate my sandwich and took a shower. dude our room smells so good c we have ahd the window open and sicne we cleaned it so well on satuday. i love it!! and that kylie minouge song the lalalala cant get you ot of my mind song is on and it isnt even buggin me bc i dunno i cnat explain how i have been lately except happy. o so i was chase this mornign and gav ehim a huge hug for being such a sweetie friday night. well anyway im gonna go chat with my people and call brittany!! peace out y'all!!

The Sun Has Smiled On Me

Fri, 05 Mar 2004 01:40:41 PST

Que Pasa people!?!?!!? Well, I was gonna write last night but I fell asleep. I took michelle home after school and then went to work. O ya, we were in sixth period and mr callaghan came over the intercom and said we are in lock down bc of the storm so we didnt go to seventh period we just stayed in our 6th period so we all just chilled. im spending the night with brittany tonight and we are just gonna have fun i dont know what we are doing yet but anyway. well i went to work and we werent too busy so that was good. i went to big lots after that and got these really cute ear rings. i also saw meagan faulks there and talked to her a bit. there were some sunglasses for like a dollare ninety nine lol but i dont have a 1.99 so im a beg today lol. well anyway i went home and chilled and talked to amber and seth for a bit. micah and i watched that Kingdom Hospital thignw e recorded last night. well then i fell asleep. i woke up this morning and got dressed but the shoed i picked are killing my feet. well i took micah to school and i ran inside bc seth had a hat he was gonna give me and i said hey to everybody. i did get a few weird looks though. well i got to school and in first period i was sittin there doing nothing and meagan came in bc she was skippin spanish so we chilled and talked. she is really cool. i didnt know her well at the beginning of the year but ever since that wildflower belle thing we have started talking. well anyway i kina know mark has moved or is moving on. he doesnt really talk to me much anymore. i mean he talks but just like hed talk to anyone. if hed rather do something else hes gonna do it and not take time to talk to me. ya know what i mean? and that is ok with me or w/e im glad he is moving on. i think he and jessica would be cute if they hook up or w/e. i knwo she is worried that ill try and take him but Jessica babe dont worry. yes, mark and i had a very close relationship and stuf but it is over. i will always have a place in my heart for him but going back to him is not what i want in my life. hes a great guy and i know youll be happy. i hope you and i can maybe be good friends and stuff and i can tell ya all his little secrets lol *wink wink* but ya dont worry about me taking him. thats just not where i am in my life. that isnt what i need or what is best for me in my life. im extremely happy right now with everything. so dont worry. i do have to say though that mark is one of my best friends. he always will be. if i ever need a friend to talk to I AM going to call him. I hope you can understand that and not worry about it . I am not trying to take him or anything he just is a really important and close friend of mine. i hope you can respect that just as id respect that he would be with you and babe you dont have to worry about me trying to like pull some stunt. i swear. lol i dont even know if u read my blog but if you do hope this all makes ya feel better. so if ya want to talk or w/e call me. mark has my number lol id rather not post my phone number where anyone can get it lol. well peace out people!!!!

Even Angels Fall

Thu, 04 Mar 2004 04:58:15 PST

I like this song.........

10 Things I Hate About You Lyrics

Jessica Riddle - Even Angels Fall Lyrics

You've found hope
You've found faith,
Found how fast she could take it away.
Found true love,
Lost your heart.
Now you don't know who you are.

She made it easy,
Made it free,
Made you hurt til you couldn't see.
Sometimes it stops,
Sometimes it flows,
But baby that is how love goes.

You will fly and you will crawl;
God knows even angels fall.
No such thing as you lost it all.
God knows even angels fall.

It's a secret no one tells;
One day it's heaven, one day it's hell.
It's no fairy tale;
Take it from me,
That's the way it's supposed to be.

You will fly and you will crawl;
God knows even angels fall.
No such thing as you lost it all.
God knows even angels fall.

You laugh, you cry, no one knows why
Behold the thrill of it all...
You're on the ride
You might as well
Open your eyes

You will fly and you will crawl;
God knows even angels fall.
No such thing as you lost it all.
God knows even angels fall.
Even angels fall
Even angels fall