Entry: The Sun Has Smiled On Me Friday, March 05, 2004
Que Pasa people!?!?!!? Well, I was gonna write last night but I fell asleep. I took michelle home after school and then went to work. O ya, we were in sixth period and mr callaghan came over the intercom and said we are in lock down bc of the storm so we didnt go to seventh period we just stayed in our 6th period so we all just chilled. im spending the night with brittany tonight and we are just gonna have fun i dont know what we are doing yet but anyway. well i went to work and we werent too busy so that was good. i went to big lots after that and got these really cute ear rings. i also saw meagan faulks there and talked to her a bit. there were some sunglasses for like a dollare ninety nine lol but i dont have a 1.99 so im a beg today lol. well anyway i went home and chilled and talked to amber and seth for a bit. micah and i watched that Kingdom Hospital thignw e recorded last night. well then i fell asleep. i woke up this morning and got dressed but the shoed i picked are killing my feet. well i took micah to school and i ran inside bc seth had a hat he was gonna give me and i said hey to everybody. i did get a few weird looks though. well i got to school and in first period i was sittin there doing nothing and meagan came in bc she was skippin spanish so we chilled and talked. she is really cool. i didnt know her well at the beginning of the year but ever since that wildflower belle thing we have started talking. well anyway i kina know mark has moved or is moving on. he doesnt really talk to me much anymore. i mean he talks but just like hed talk to anyone. if hed rather do something else hes gonna do it and not take time to talk to me. ya know what i mean? and that is ok with me or w/e im glad he is moving on. i think he and jessica would be cute if they hook up or w/e. i knwo she is worried that ill try and take him but Jessica babe dont worry. yes, mark and i had a very close relationship and stuf but it is over. i will always have a place in my heart for him but going back to him is not what i want in my life. hes a great guy and i know youll be happy. i hope you and i can maybe be good friends and stuff and i can tell ya all his little secrets lol *wink wink* but ya dont worry about me taking him. thats just not where i am in my life. that isnt what i need or what is best for me in my life. im extremely happy right now with everything. so dont worry. i do have to say though that mark is one of my best friends. he always will be. if i ever need a friend to talk to I AM going to call him. I hope you can understand that and not worry about it . I am not trying to take him or anything he just is a really important and close friend of mine. i hope you can respect that just as id respect that he would be with you and babe you dont have to worry about me trying to like pull some stunt. i swear. lol i dont even know if u read my blog but if you do hope this all makes ya feel better. so if ya want to talk or w/e call me. mark has my number lol id rather not post my phone number where anyone can get it lol. well peace out people!!!!